Does God exist? If it exists, where is it? This question, like to many people, has been a topic of discussion to me since childhood.

I was a girl with a deep faith who attended Sunday Mass since childhood under the influence of my parents who believe in Catholicism. I believed that there was God there when I went to the church, and that if I confessed, I would get rid of the bad things I did. I didn’t forget to pray before going to bed, keep sleeping with a rosary in my hand and when I woke up on a ghostly scary night I often found each bead broken.😅

Then one day I think it was the year I turned 18. At times, confession felt uncomfortable. No matter how much I thought hard about what on earth the sins were, there was nothing I could squeeze out, and the sense of duty to do it every time and the guilt that came with it started to hurt. And a question that never leaves the whole time sitting at Mass. Where on earth is God? Is there God only when you come to the church? A very fundamental question began to arise. That way I went home and said seriously to my mother. I won’t go to Sunday Mass any more.

Being a fairly serious believer, I was worried my mother might get angry, but she looked at me quietly and then she was cooler than I thought and said, do what I want. So I never went back to the church again.

It wasn’t that I didn’t believe in the Oneness or in God. Since then, I do believe in the existence of God. However, the concept has become a little more clearer. I was very impatient for my curiosity, so I looked for gods ever since I quit the cathedral. I studied Buddhism, Christianity, Hinduism, Tibetan esotericism, Sufiism, etc. about the gods spoken of by all religions. What I learned while snooping around like that was an absurdly simple answer. All religions speak of one existence. And they were saying that God, the Buddha, and Allah were all in me. Heaven and paradise are all within me. If so, it was concluded that I did not have to go somewhere to find God, but that there was an answer within me.

Like most people stuck in this Spiritual theme, after that, I became a little hippie on the outside and on the inside. I acted as if I had just come back from India and went around doing yoga and meditating, but it felt like I was staying at the edge of my studies looking for me.

In the corner of my heart, I always had the thought of cultivating the Tao properly. I was saving money while seriously considering going to practice in somewhere like Tibet. In the meantime, I began to meditate on subtraction, and as I emptied out all the karmas I had put into my life, and even such as the habits of my ancestors, I found the answers I was curious about by myself. 💡

It wasn’t just vague meditation, but when I really cleared my mind and removed my body’s obsession, the answers within me began to emerge. Even the Bible, which I thought I understood, showed its meaning again, and the Buddhist scriptures and all kinds of philosophical books were also understood to have deep meanings.

After all, the existence of God is not in any form or name that we can imagine in the human conception, but the living energy and consciousness itself beyond matter. Therefore, we were forced to question even the existence of it. But if I try to find it in my ideas, I will come to the conclusion that God does not exist. That is why Buddhism said, ‘If you see that all images are not images, you will see Buddha immediately.’ It is said that even a grain of sand has the universe.🪐

God is a being who is literally omnipotent truth itself that exists everywhere in the world forever and never disappears. However, if I realize that God is also in me and become one with that being, I will be one in the world that is no different from God.

Of course, there is a difference between theoretically knowing and becoming like this, but it was a valuable time just to be able to say with such confidence the answer I had been searching for for a long time. Of course, I am trying to spend grateful days by cleaning up the remaining karma and habit and uniting with the god within me. There is only one god in the world, which has been looked for in a different name in all religions, and all of us living in the world deserve to become one with that being. I really wanted to write that story. I know that talking about God causes discomfort due to differences from the interreligious theories that always appear, but I wanted to talk about God, which I think from my standpoint, a strange human being who loves all religions.💕

Knowing that the enemy in front of me is God, knowing that my body, which I ignored and did not care for, is also a temple of God, and knowing that heaven is not a place I go after death but this place where I am living is heaven, we can truly enjoy talking of God. It is said that all the paths lead to one, no matter what religion you believe in, what kind of mind study or meditation you do, so if you know that finding the true self is the way to find the God you believe in, will we all meet somewhere?✌️

Here, I also attach a video explaining how to find the God within me in a simple and clear way. I hope it will be the answer to this question that has been a topic of humanity for a long time.

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